Things You Should Know About My Past

Letting go of the past is, well, not so easy.  Looking back over my life, I could list numerous regrets and sins which I would be ashamed to admit; in fact, some of those things have been hard to release from memory.  Although I have sought God’s forgiveness from my past sins, I still find it complicated to forgive myself.  How could I be so stupid?  Why did I let that area slip?  I knew better.  This morning as I was sitting down to pray and study for my Sunday message at The Summit, something from my past popped into my head out of nowhere.  At first I wondered, “Where did that come from?”  In that moment, I began an honest prayer to God and claimed His forgiveness. I know God had already forgiven me, but all the memories flooded my mind again.  Through the years, especially when regret plagues my soul, I have often reminded myself that the past changes for no one.  The page has been turned.  Yesterday is out of reach.

If your past cannot be altered, why have you been so consumed with it?  Don’t get me wrong, I understand that sin brings consequences, but does God really desire for you to live in a continual state of regret for things you cannot change?  I really do not think so.  Once you have turned from sin (repented) and received God’s forgiveness, you must release the sin.  Isaiah wrote concerning this very topic, “All of us, like sheep, have strayed away.  We have left God’s paths to follow our own.  Yet the Lord laid on him the sins of us all” (Isaiah 53:6).

Listen, you have done some terribly stupid things in the past.  So have I.  God knew you would break His commandments and sometimes stray away from Him, so He took drastic measures 2,000 years ago when He treated His own Son, Jesus, as if He had committed those sins you actually committed.  Those very sins which have consumed your life, have been shouldered by Jesus Christ.  He shouldered that divorce.  He shouldered that lie.  He shouldered your perversion.  He shouldered your secret sin.  He shouldered your cheating.  He shouldered your deception.  He shouldered your failings as a parent.  He shouldered that lust.  He shouldered that bitterness.

There are a few things you should know about my past, but thankfully my past has been erased.

Nerdy Stuff and Heartfelt Words

September was a huge month for me.  At the end of August, I transitioned from a Blogger hosted site to a self-hosted WordPress site.  Since April 2007 I had been writing posts at my Blogger site and was very hesitant about attempting to transition over 600 posts to a new location as well as learn WordPress.  However, a month with WordPress has convinced me that I made the best decision.  As a side note, I discovered that choosing a good theme is extremely important to WordPress and I must say that choosing the Standard Theme was the absolute, right choice for me.  If you are looking for a top quality, but simple theme to use, Standard is awesome!

One of my other worries was losing all my previous comments (even though many of you leave them on Facebook), google links, and readers, but although I lost all my comments and google links, September brought record traffic to my blog.  Nearly 7,000 people stopped by during the month of September and I have gained many new friends/readers.

That was the nerdy part, but I also wanted to give you some words from my heart.

I say all that to say this…thank you for taking the time to read my blog.  I write with you in mind and my goal is to help you take small steps in your faith.  I believe in the power of words.  If I didn’t, I would stop writing.  Thank you a million times over for reading.  If you have any ideas or things you would like me to write about, feel free to send me a message.

The Posts YOU Read Most in September 2010:

This Song is Stuck in My Head

I have always been a huge lover of music and I would consider myself extremely broad in my music tastes.  I can usually tolerate anything but country or screamo bands.  Country makes me cringe and screamo just scares me.  Through the years my music tastes have changed and you probably will not find me banging my head to Nirvana’s Smells Like Teen Spirit or one of the other anthems of the grunge era.  Currently, I keep a steady diet of worship music.  Hillsong is one of favorites right now because they seem to write inspirational songs which are closely tied to Scripture.  While I was studying in my office yesterday morning, one of Hillsong’s older songs began playing on my Pandora radio.  As I was listening to the words, my heart was overwhelmed by the truth in the song “Made Me Glad.”  Some of the words come straight out of Psalm 18.  I was so encouraged by the beauty of the song and the power of the words that I thought I would share it with you.  I have included the YouTube video of the song as performed by Hillsong.  I hope the words impact you!  After watching the video, take some time to leave a comment and tell me your favorite worship song/artist. I am always interested in expanding my music library.

I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I’ll say of the Lord

You are my Shield, my Strength
My Portion Deliverer
My Shelter, Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There’s none I desire beside You
You have made me glad
And I’ll say of the Lord

You are my Shield, my Strength
My Portion Deliverer
My Shelter, Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

“I love you, Lord; you are my strength.  The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my savior; my God is my rock, in whom I find protection.  He is my shield, the power that saves me, and my place of safety” (Psalm 18:1-2)

Genesis 1:1-31

“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth” (Genesis 1:1). This verse has been read countless times since Moses wrote these very first words of recorded Scripture. Moses never argues for the existence of an eternal God, but simply assumes people will have faith that He exists and has always existed (Psalm 90:2). Although God is eternal, Moses explains that everything else was created by this eternal God out of nothing; in other words, God spoke into existence all created things without having any other materials. This supernatural creation occurred over a period of six literal 24 hour days. Here is a brief summary of what was created on each day.

Day 1 (Genesis 1:1-5, heavens and earth) – The heavens refers to what we understand to be outer space. God also creates the earth.  The earth is created in conjunction with water but it is created dark, uninhabited, and without shape (1:2).  God the Holy Spirit can also be seen participating in creation (1:2b).  Even though Moses does not mention Him by name, Paul later reveals that Jesus Christ, being God, also participated in creation (Colossians 1:16).  On this first day, God created light and separated it from darkness calling the light “Day” and the darkness “Night” (1:3-4).  The sun and moon were not created until day 4, so it must be understood that God was the source of this light (Revelation 21:23).
Day 2 (Genesis 1:6-8, sky) God created the sky to divide the heavens (outer space) and the earth.
Day 3 (Genesis 1:9-13, dry land and plants)  Water was gathered together into one place and dry land stood above the water (1:9-10).  God then decorated the dry land with self-sustaining plant life (1:11-12)
Day 4 (Genesis 1:14-19, sun, moon, and stars)  God created two great sources of light.  The sun became the primary source of light and the moon reflects the light of the sun at night (1:15-18).  The stars also provided light at night (1:16b).  The sun, moon, and stars also helped mark the seasons and calendar (1:14).
Day 5 (Genesis 1:20-23, sea life and flying creatures)  Both sea life and flying creatures are made with the ability to reproduce their own kind (1:22)
Day 6 (Genesis 1:24-31, land animals and man) Land animals were created (1:24-25) and then the triune God (Father, Son, Holy Spirit) decided to create man in His image so that he could rule over all of creation (1:26).  Man is unique in God’s creation because he was fashioned in God’s image, meaning that he possesses His communicable attributes such as intellect, emotion, will, love, and morality; therefore, man could have fellowship with God, which distinguished him from all of God’s other created things.  God created male and female and commanded them to reproduce (1:28).  Their reproduction would fill the earth with people, who would rule over God’s creation.  God then makes it clear that man should take plants and fruit for food, making His initial creation vegetarians (1:29-30).

After these six days of creation were complete, God looked upon everything He had created and declared it “very good” (1:31).

Dear God, thank You for preserving a record of Your miraculous creation.  May it cause me to continually worship You alone as the all-powerful Creator.

And the Winner is…

Just a few days ago, I completed my journey of blogging through the New Testament.  To celebrate, I thought I would give away a copy of the MacArthur Study Bible, which was a valuable resource in helping me understand some of those challenging passages.  The contest ended last night and it is time to announce the winner.  Since some of you may accuse me of cheating, I made my kids randomly pick a winner and had them announce it via video.  So without further delay, here is the big announcement.  But before the winner is announced, a commercial break…

All of the postings from my journaling through the New Testament are available on this site.  You can read any of my commentaries by clicking the Categories down arrow in the right column.  If you prefer reading on paper, you can click on the Free Resources link at the top of this page and save/print the commentary on each book of the New Testament.  Yesterday, I began my journey through the Old Testament, so if you would like to  follow my thoughts on Genesis you can click here.

Now, the news you have been patiently awaiting…

Study Bible Winner Announcement from The Summit in Green on Vimeo.

If you are the winner, please message me your mailing address and I’ll get it out to you this week.  Thanks to all of you who entered!

I’m in a Fog

My commute to work this morning was a little unusual.  My routine 5 mile trek was complicated by some fog which hadn’t quite cleared out of the area.  I snapped a quick picture while sitting at a stoplight and it clearly shows a big patch of fog waiting to swallow my car.  When the light turned green, I proceeded with caution into the great unknown.  Upon entering the fog, I discovered that as long as I kept moving, the road in front of me opened up.  But the moment I stopped, I was engulfed and the road ahead of me was hidden.

Simple observation.  Profound application.  When our path is unclear we often delay or even stop our forward motion until we are fully aware of what lies ahead.  The problem with this thought process is that waiting for a path to become clear wastes valuable time and causes us to miss opportunities to walk in faith.  Although walking in faith does not come naturally, God expects it in the life of His followers and He has promised to reward those who walk in it (Hebrews 11:6).

Introduction to Genesis

Genesis is often referred to as the book of beginnings because it provides an extensive explanation of the origins of the human race,the created universe, and the birth of the nation of Israel.  Written by the hands of Moses somewhere between 1445-1405 BC, these words were given to him by special revelation from God (2 Timothy 3:16) since Moses was born nearly three centuries after the events of Genesis were completed.  These words would give Israel, God’s chosen people, an understanding of the history and theology of their existence.  This book is foundational to all of Scripture and without a proper understanding of it, many other parts of the Bible may be misunderstood (marriage, family, sin, forgiveness, government, judgment, languages/people groups).  In the pages of this first book of the Bible, the reader discovers significant explanations to events such as the creation of the universe, origin of the human race, relationship between God and man, sin and death, and the unveiling of God’s plan to save mankind from the penalty of sin (3:15).  The events of Genesis occur in three distinct locations: Mesopotamia (Genesis 1-11, creation-2090 BC), the promised land of Canaan (Genesis 12-36, 2090-1897 BC), and Egypt (Genesis 37-50, 1897-1805 BC).

Although Moses never argues for the existence of God in this first book of the Bible, he clearly distinguishes Him as the one, true God over all other gods created in the minds of wicked men.  There is an obvious battle occurring throughout Genesis between the evil forces of Satan (a fallen angel) and the all-powerful forces of God.  Satan repeatedly attempts to destroy mankind by tempting them to disobey God’s ways and worship false deities.  God fights for the hearts and minds of mankind seeking to lead them to a life of blessing and reward.  This struggle between good and evil is evident on every page of Genesis as the reader witnesses the beginnings of God’s redemptive plan to save mankind from the penalty of sin by using the nation of Israel to bring forth a Deliverer, Jesus Christ.

Dear God, thank You for providing written details concerning the beginnings of the universe and the creation of mankind.  As I read the words of this book, may I be challenged to live a life of obedience to Your ways and resist the forces of evil around me.

A Natural Disaster Close to Home

Yesterday morning at about 5:00am, a huge crash of thunder shook our house and jolted me from sleep.  I thought we were in the midst of some natural disaster!  In a matter of seconds, our freaked out German Shepherd, Marley, started barking and then our bedroom door flew open and there stood both of our kids.  ”I can’t sleep,” said Tyler.  What he really meant was, “I’m scared!”  Since I had only gotten about 4 hours of sleep, I wasn’t very thrilled with all the commotion.  I told the kids to go get their stuff and sleep on the floor in our room.  They scurried down the hallway and then reappeared with pillows and blankets in hand.  The dog kept whining and barking.  Leah got up to use the bathroom and get the dog settled.  The kids were restless on the floor.  My alarm was waiting to sound at any moment.  I was slightly annoyed.  I prepared myself for a bad day ahead.

It’s amazing how we can allow an insignificant circumstance threaten the quality of our day.  Rather than overlooking the trivial, we are overcome with despair.  Although combating this attitude can be difficult, learning to ignore meaningless interruptions is vital for quality of life.  When you feel the weight of inconsequential obstacles, lighten the load by being consumed with things that really matter.

2 Corinthians 12:11-13:14

In his concluding words of this letter to the church at Corinth, Paul urges those who were still being deceived by the false teachers to repent of their sin and return to the truth.  These teachers had used trickery and deceitfulness to lead many of the Corinthians astray, causing them to question Paul’s apostolic authority and sincerity.  Since Paul would soon be paying a visit to Corinth (12:14), his greatest desire was that the Corinthians would abandon these wicked teachers and receive him with open arms.  Most of this letter had been spent defending his sincerity and divine authority (2 Corinthians 1-7, 10-12), even though Paul did not like to boast about his accomplishments (12:11-13).  With a great sense of urgency, Paul used his final words to the church at Corinth to evidence his love for them.  He writes,  ”And I will very gladly spend and be spent for your souls; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I am loved” (12:15).  Paul’s love for Corinth was growing, while the love they had for him was faltering.  The Corinthians had no reason to question Paul’s love or sincerity; after all, Paul (or his associates) had never taken advantage of them nor had he been a burden to them during his stay in Corinth (12:16-19).

Upon his arrival in Corinth, Paul feared discovering people consumed by “…contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, backbitings, whisperings, conceits, tumults” (12:20).  Finding unrepentant hearts amongst the Corinthian people would be devastating to Paul (12:21); however, he promised to deal with any sin which remained in Corinth upon his visit (13:1-2).  And those who were still seeking proof that Paul was an apostle of Jesus Christ would have it when he arrived in the power of the resurrected Christ and dealt with any rebellion found in the church (13:3-4).  Paul challenged them to examine their own hearts to see whether their conduct was reflecting a genuine faith in Jesus Christ (13:5-6).  Paul’s prayer was that the Corinthians’ faith would be found genuine and that their lives would consistently demonstrate obedience to God (13:7-9).  In case Paul’s reason for writing had gotten lost in all of his words, he summarized his purpose for writing the letter in 2 Corinthians 13:10,”Therefore I write these things being absent, lest being present I should use sharpness, according to the authority which the Lord has given me for edification and not for destruction.”  The Corinthians, especially the ones who had still not repented, had a choice to make.  Would they remain loyal to the false teachers or would they return their loyalty to Christ and His apostles?

Although his benediction is brief, Paul writes some final words to the Corinthians to encourage them in faithfulness, “Finally, brethren, farewell.   Become complete.   Be of good comfort, be of one mind, live in peace; and the God of love and peace will be with you.  Greet one another with a holy kiss.  All the saints greet you.  The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Spirit be with you all.   Amen” (13:11-14).  Paul’s letter to the church at Corinth was complete and they needed to make a decision about the words Paul had written.

Dear God, may I remain loyal to You and reject any teachings which are contrary to the truth You’ve revealed through Your word.

Put Down Your Middle Finger, Turn the Other Cheek

A couple weeks ago I was leaving  Panera, one of my favorite places to eat, and there was a guy crossing into the parking lot right ahead of me.  Although the parking lot is a highly trafficked area, most drivers will stop for pedestrians…most of them.  As the guy in front of me headed to his car, a young driver decided that he wasn’t going to let him cross over in front of him.  They exchanged dirty looks and then the guy walking decided he was going to cross the street in front of this driver no matter what.  As the young man crossed in front of the car, he looked directly into the eyes of the driver and gave him a “one finger salute.”  I watched the entire scenario as if it were in slow motion.

Those types of occurrences don’t shock me, but they do leave me a little frustrated.  What was to be gained through that brief conflict?  As far as I can tell, nothing.  Although conflict is inevitable in everyday life, we can choose how we respond.  Many times we feel a need for personal retaliation when our so-called “rights” have been violated.  A smart remark, a dirty look, a word of gossip, or personal attacks top our lists when someone crosses us the wrong way, but is that God’s standard of conduct?  In His Sermon on the Mount, Jesus throws out a couple words we might overlook if we don’t read carefully, “But I say, do not resist an evil person! If someone slaps you on the right cheek, offer the other cheek also” (Matthew 5:39).  Jesus commands His followers to turn the other way instead of seeking revenge on those who have offended us.

Retaliating is natural.  Pardoning is supernatural. Revenge may be our human reaction, but release is our divine responsibility.